Happy New Year!

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim..

New year comes again and it’s already 2017 and omg I can’t believe it! It feels like I just turned 21 and another 3 months I’ll turn 22. As usual, every year we all have that something called ‘New Year Resolution’. So what’s yours? Mine? Well I have a few in which part of them are from 2016’s resolution. Hahaha.

Let’s not called new year resolution, but I rather call it as ‘Things That I Would Like To Improve Myself’.

These are the things that I really wish myself to improve on:

11.      Study even harder than last year. Well I never wish for this, but this time I really wish to get on the Dean’s list so that I can make my parents proud of me and of course all their hard work in raising me are paid off ( and all the fees paid are worth).

                                                                                                                                                                       

22.     Bring myself closer to Allah S.W.T. I realized that last year I rarely make myself close the  creator of the universe. Many things doesn’t go the way I want it to be. Everything seems so wrong. So my father told me this, in fact he keeps reminding me the power of dua. When you make a dua that comes from your heart, insyaallah it will be granted. But even it’s not being granted, maybe Allah grants you with something better.

   3.   Remember my parents everywhere I go. Every decision that I make in life could result in positive or negative. It depends on how I think. So from now on, I decided to think about my parents before any action taken. People will always relate us to our parents.

“You know she was caught cheating in the exam.”

“Yeah it must be because of the way her parents brought her up. They don’t know how to raise a children properly. I pity her.”

 

Seriously? Not every bad kids has problematic family. Sometimes it could be the influence they got from peers, or maybe the environment. I believe every parents tried their best to educate their children, so let us appreciate our parents while we can by showing our respect and honor to them.

44.     Prevent myself from talking bad about others. From this year onward, I will train myself to hear stories from two sides. If I hear any bad stories about a person, I should make an effort to ask the truth. As always, a story has two sides. If I don’t want myself to be badmouthed, then I shouldn’t badmouth about other person as well. Sometimes I can be two faced and I regret for being one (I know this is one thing that people hate). I’m so sorry! I will try my best to be honest (not brutally honest) and straightforward.

55.      So anyone has any tips to reduce addiction towards Korean drama? Cos I really need one. Honestly, I haven’t been ranting on Korean dramas for about one and a half year (well that’s the longest period I managed to hold myself). Suddenly 2016 are filled with many great dramas starting from Song Joong Ki’s comeback drama – ‘Descendants of the Sun’. And then I found myself following up more Korean dramas onward. What a life…somebody help me!!

66.    I really really need to finish write at least one novel. Only Allah S.W.T knows how many times I’ve been delaying this one dream of mine. Come on, I had this thing on my mind since I was 12 and at the age of 21, I haven’t even managed to finish one? I have so many ideas and each time I try to write, it would stop halfway. It’s not like I’m running out of ideas (well actually that’s what happen to me in the middle of writing), but sometimes my passion died halfway through it. So I need your support people!

I guess that’s all for now. I can’t even think of anything else. I just hope that 2017 would be a better year for me and every one. Oh I’m pretty excited for this year because I would be doing my internship although I’m very nervous. Till we meet again in the next post. Thank you and have fun!