Days and Time
Bismillahirrahmanirrahim,
So yeah how's your days? Fine, pretty good, or bad?
Me?
Just...errr well you know. I don't even know how to classify my days.
These past few days, I keep thinking and asking myself the same question:
"What did I achieved so far? Is it wrong for me to take another path other than what others had expected me taking it?"
I can never find the right answer for these questions. It is because I'm still confused myself. I really don't know which way I should go. The biggest burden to me is I'm still avoiding my friends. To be honest once your level of confidence go down way too far, it's really hard to climb up to the same position as before.
That feeling when you want to hide at each every corner where ever you go. You feel like you want to hide from everyone when you know exactly that there is someone willing to offer his/her hand.
After all, I guess I just need some time to improve myself, to be fully awake from these nightmares that have been haunting me. I have decided that no one could ever understand me truly except for the Most Merciful, Allah S.W.T.
So yeah how's your days? Fine, pretty good, or bad?
Me?
Just...errr well you know. I don't even know how to classify my days.
These past few days, I keep thinking and asking myself the same question:
"What did I achieved so far? Is it wrong for me to take another path other than what others had expected me taking it?"
I can never find the right answer for these questions. It is because I'm still confused myself. I really don't know which way I should go. The biggest burden to me is I'm still avoiding my friends. To be honest once your level of confidence go down way too far, it's really hard to climb up to the same position as before.
That feeling when you want to hide at each every corner where ever you go. You feel like you want to hide from everyone when you know exactly that there is someone willing to offer his/her hand.
After all, I guess I just need some time to improve myself, to be fully awake from these nightmares that have been haunting me. I have decided that no one could ever understand me truly except for the Most Merciful, Allah S.W.T.
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