Counting days to 2015.

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim..

How many days left before new year? You count it yourself. Me of course have what we called 'azam thn baru'.

2014 to be summed up, as a sad year for me. Too many sad things happened yet I still managed to go through it. The loss of someone I loved so much and of course my battle with the inner feelings abt what I want to be.

Ok maybe it is too much to conclude it as a sad year. Sorry

The biggest thing happened was when I got my foundation result which was really bad. No one would ever expected it. But Alhamdulillah, Allah still shows His mercy by giving me an opportunity to continue in Medical Engineering.

Although I feel bad for not able to continue in medicine, but Allah show me the way I should see things. Like the old people used to say: everything that happens has its own reason. There will be a rainbow after heavy rain. I guessed I've seen the rainbow :D

Counting days to 2015..it's gonna be a tough year for me. Why do I say so? Cos it's the beginning of real-life challenge as a degree student. In 3 months, I'm turning to 20.

To me, turning to 20 is like a welcoming stage to the adult world. It also means that I'm no longer a teenager (although my face tells other people that I looked way more younger.)

I have to think more rationally, in a way an adult should think. Honestly I'm scared to be a 20 year old girl. Usually when it comes to this age, people would be like : " Ahh, 20. So you ought to know how to do things".

Oh well, its just my feelings anyway. But I strongly feel that is the way how the world looks.

Till then. I still have high hope for myself for the upcoming new year. See you ;)

Regards,
Afifah Suhaimi